Miss You

i can't confront you, you dont understand. i want to talk, but you wont listen. i want you to want me back, but i don't think you care anymore. You've been on my mind for a while..and i thought this would pass...or maybe i havn't given it enough time yet. but i don't want to lose you. i dont know why but today i felt like crying because i miss you. i feel like i messed something up, or did something wrong. i hope i didn't make you mad, or make you think less of me. i want you to know you mean the world to me. i love you like no one knows.

i hope you havn't forgotten about me.

love you.
miss you.

Sometimes I Wish I Were Her

and i hate it.

So yeah..

what is this, like the 2th post of the month?! haha im lame.

last week was stressful, there was a lot to do...and it was the end of the term. but i ended with all A's...over 100% in three of my ihs classed. ballin ;) this week is five thousand times better (minus how its five days) i dont think ive had more than an hour of homework a night. its nice haha. oh and i have a 95 now in espanol! :D lifes good...

mm i dont gots much to say..ariel got her license! ;) hehe.

tomorrow is friday and im excited. fridays my favorite..along with saturdays!

well im dead out of interestingness...prolly wont post for a while...

April Showers

My weekend was so incredibly good. I can't even explain it...Friday had to be the most fun i've had in a while. me kyle angela jimmy elaina ariel and billy all went downtown to eat at Ta Ra Rin. amazing as usual ;) after we ate we just ran around on the parking lot n went to the toy store. we thot itd be cool to buy little parachute guys to throw off but they didn't really work. after sitn in the rain, we went to oakway. that was fun too going upstairs n chillin. jim ang n elaina went back to angelas a little before me kyle ariel n billy while we went to cj's. for some reason i liked just sitn their too... anyways it was just alot of fun to be with all of them and all be getting along :) i hope we do that again. at angelas we tried the Ouija board..but had no luck, i was disappointed..

Saturday started late...considering i didn't get home till 2:30 friday night... :pp but i walked to Kyle's n we just hung out there till we got hungry n went to eat :) after we went to angelas and played some random like dating game online haha nerrrds. but when he left angelas room became like a party er sumfin lol. but we decided to get out the Ouija board again n try it out...it didn't work in angelas room so we moved to Daniel's cuz it had worked in there b4. after a couple minutes it started working and we were actually talking to people! it was the creepiest thing ever.. but they were good spirits. and if u havnt done it for yourself, you probably think im stupid for believing it..but its real..its not like one of us were messing with each other for 2 hrs straight answering questions for everyone..the last spirit we talked to stayed with us for a long time, she was really nice and funny. but anyways it was the most..unreal thing i've ever seen. like i cant explain how weird it was...but yeah i was a little scared to go bed :pp oh and i dont know if i want to do it again...i mean its almost addicting, but i dont want anything bad to happen :/ so yeah..

today me and angela slept in...didn't really get outta bed till like 12 when my stomach started like eating itself cuz it was so hungry :p but yeah we went n got food n a movie n brot it back to her house. we watched Catch n Release'. it was pretty good :) i went home at 3:30 n did my homework and all that other fun stuff.

grr i hate when the weekend ends!
well thats all :)