Senior year has had it's ups and downs. in general, it hasn't been too hard. December was just stressful. and i think January will be too with all the IB stuff. SENIOR PAPER IS DONE! thats the best part. I got accepted to the U of O as well. and lately i've been workin on tons of scholarships. not exactly fun.
Last night was New years eve, and i have to say that it was the weirdest new years ever...it didnt feel like new years. good night non the less.
im scared for college. honestly i dont know what im gunna do. living on my own is gunna be scary. trying to fend for myself...great. college is so expensive. what am i gunna study?? what do i want for a career?? ugh...
im just excited for 2nd semester. no more math and spanish. two very hard classes that i wont miss. just one more month...
im finally starting to save up some money, but i have to start making car payments. :( i hate money. honestly the worl would be so much better with out it.
i feel a little down right now. kinda bored. i didnt have much to do today. just some homework. i spent most my break slaving away at sears. i got good hours, and im hoping for a good pay check.
Christmas was wonderful as usual. i always love the holidays. Christmas eve is my favorite. spending it with the extended fam exchanging gifts :) i just can;t believe another Christmas has passed me by. i feel like life is set on fast mode right now. everything is flying by. im not ready!
if i could describe 2009...i'd say it was stressful..haha. but hey, alot of wonderful things happened as well. im very thankful for the people in my life. like kyle for example, almost two years and i'd say were pretty strong :) whats gunna happen when we go off to college tho? i have no idea, ad yes it scares me. more than anything.
resolution for 2010? be nicer,, and more approachable. im surprised at the number of people who think im mean before they even talk to me.
ill try to get back on here more often, even in the hustle n bustle of my life. its hectic, so idk whatll happen.
HAPPY NEW YEAR :)
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