My baby

brought me starbucks before he went to his grandma's
he took me to dinner on our anniversary
he payed
he spent the day with me
he kissed me with a little more meaning than usual

im so in love with everything you do :)
and believe me, none of it goes unappreciated

looking at you i know what im here for. i can smile and it feels so good.
i feel sorry for everyone else who doesnt have a boyfriend like you, cuz you're perrrfect!!

after nine months, i cant believe i still have the same feelings and more! we've grown so much, gotn through so much, and are still the strongest. i know we used to be inseperable, but i think we've matured. at least thats what im going to call it. it makes me a ppreciate time with you more. and i hope its the same for you

i love you with all my heart!!

Nine months :)

i love you hunny

forever n ever :]

My four days of Christmas

Christmas was so wonderful :)

im so thankful for everyone!
kyle, your present was sweet, it really was.
the fam, nothings better than time with you guys
friends, you know me so well, im so glad i have you guys. dinner was so fun and exchanging gifts was actually just as "precious" as Yvonne said. haha xD

i cant wait for the new year!
im learning to love, enjoy, and be grateful for what i've got
God is making me stronger everyday.

giving up on you

cuz u gave up on me.

its sad the things i hear you know? well for now, im going to let you go because you make me sad, you've always made me feel like a bad person, and i dont need your drama. i know i said id always love you, and no matter what...but its now come to the point where i have let you walk all over me. i tryed to be your friend...and you know i cared so much about you. i guess you threw that all away. i dont need someone who pushes me to the side. i dont need someone who i put so much effort into and they throw it in my face. im pretty sure i deserve better. if maybe you decide you miss me, like i've missed you for so long...maybe i'll run back to you. but i dont know right now. you've hurt me alot these past years. im just done...

holding back

the tears
i dont know what to do or say anymore

well here they come...

are you keeping her off your tongue to hide her, or to save me from the sadness you know i'll get from hearing it?
well its hurts worse that you havent even told me
so much for putting my trust back in you

Snow day!

so last week and this whole weekend everyone was talking and praying for snow. and of course i thought it would be cool to extend the long weekend..but i dont usually get my hopes up for snow.

so anyways i went to bed early last and then woke up at 2 am to my phone rigning. what could my sister want this early?? i didn't pick up fast enough but she left a message saying it was snowing. i looked outside and bam! white :) i had a bunch of texts too. i guess it had been snowing for a while..i was just passed out. haha, so pretty much no school! woo hoo!

11 ish i went over to angelas and we just chilled for a lil. after a while we went to get a movie and eat. the roades were really icy n scary :p

brit picked us up and we bot cookie dough n made cookies at her house. we watched step brothers n it was funnyyy.

now im home..thinkin we will prolly have a delay tomorrow. which is cool too.

winter break is in a wk. yay :)

Superhuman

Weak. I have been crying and crying for weeks. How'd I survive when I can barely speak. Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment u came to me. I don't know what your love has done to me. Think I'm invincible. I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life. Don't know what your doing to me with your love. I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me. A super human heart beats in me. Nothing can stop me here with you. Super human. Ifeel so superhuman. Super human

Strong. Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs. Feels almost like I've had it all along. And I can see tomorrow

Where every problem is gone because. I flew everywhere with love inside of me. It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life. Don't know what your doing to me with your love. I'm feeling all super human, you did that to me. A super human heart beats in me. Nothing can stop me here with you. Super human. I feel so superhuman. Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane. It's my heart and it's going, gone away. My only weakness is you. Only reason is you. Every minute with you. I can feel like I can do anything. Going going, I'm gone away in love

God

I feel so distant from you. I've been caught up in life...so many things going on. The only time i find for you is before i go to bed. i pray to you. do you hear me? i know you see my troubles...do you think im weak? well i believe i am. i've never been strong enough...i need something more.

please come back into my life.