my heart

feels whole

<3

Don't Forget

Did you forget 
That I was even alive 
Did you forget 
Everything we ever had 
Did you forget 
Did you forget 
About me 

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side 
Did you forget 
What we were feeling inside 
Now I'm left to forget 
About us 

But somewhere we went wrong 
We were once so strong 
Our love is like a song 
You can't forget it 

So now I guess 
This is where we have to stand 
Did you regret 
Ever holding my hand 
Never again 
Please don't forget 
don't forget 

We had it all 
We were just about to fall 
Even more in love 
Than we were before 
I won't forget 
I won't forget 
About us 

But somewhere we went wrong 
We were once so strong 
Our love is like a song 
You can't forget it 

Somewhere we went wrong 
We were once so strong 
Our love is like a song 
You can't forget it 
At all 

And at last 
All the pictures have been burned 
And all the past 
Is just a lesson that we've learned 
I won't forget 
Please don't forget us 

But somewhere we went wrong 
Our love is like a song 
But you won't sing along 
you've forgotten 
About us 

April showers bring May flowers

Just one last term of school :) summer sounds so sweet right now. 

i feel like all the hard stuff has yet to come in may, all the IB tests :/

but class wise, i feel like all the hard stuff is over. i cant believe junior year is almost over. it went by fast.

i have one more apointment for the root canal, and thatll be done. but what scares me is if ill have to get anything else done...im broke..

i also dont have a prom dress...and i dont even know if im going. this blows...

besides all those materialistic things, ive got alot of other worries. like my feelings. ive been okay lately. not great, not terrible. but ive become this somewhat independent person..in a bad kind of way. i feel really neglected, and ignored, and overall...extremely lonely. and no one really cares...i don't have anyone to talk to..i dont have someone who understands...its really terrible feeling like you have no one. and the fact that i did have someone, and they've become a whole other person who is tied up in their own lives. i dont feel part of you anymore. i dont feel that connection. i dont think you even realize how much you and i have changed. you say you still love me, but i think its because thats all you know how to say, and thats all you know how to feel. but i wish you'd dig deeper, and tell me the truth...because it speaks through your actions. i dont believe that you feel the same about me anymore, and i just wish youd realize and accept it, so that i can too.i still love you whole heartedly, but it hurts when im not getting the same effort put back.