they aren't lying

you dont know what you got, until its gone.

its a cliche...you hear it over and over. and it starts going in one ear and out the other... until it becomes relavent. and now it is. found out a little less than a week ago that ariel is moving to texas this week...again. heart broken? ya, extremely. cant believe we're going through this again. i've had my share of tears the past few days...im not sure what im gunna do with out her. i can't imagine being without her again...makes me so sad :( no graduating together, no college together. and if i ever do get to see her again, it'll prolly be after college. thats in like 5 yrs...i just don't know what im gunna do. i guess taking one day at a time is all i can do.

i'll miss you. best friends forever.

if one thing in life is true

its that time will keep going.

and it sure as hell doesnt take its time.

summer is...hate to say it...mostly over. we still have a few weeks, but im sure itll be gone before i know it. im finally able to save my money. so glad my dentist stuff is payed off. i got my biggest pay check today, $445 :) ive been working alooot its not even funny.

my bday was suuuper fun. but sad bcuz johan left :( we went to breakfast, then to the airport, then to Dorena. i love that place :) when we got back into town we got dinner and then i went out with my family. it was a good day!

i decided this summer that im not gunna go for the full IB, since im just planning on going to UofO. so, im gunnadrop bio, and just take the IB test for spanish and call it good. i just would really like my senior year to be fun and not stressful. i just dont know what i want for college yet. and frankly i dont really wanna think about it right now. senior paper? havnt even looked at it the past few months...i should get into that :/

anyways...i think im pretty content right now. summer consists of work, community service, and some free time. im super glad that i got a good head start on my community service. so i wasn't totaly hopeless this summer, i was a little productive :)