I see her and i think to myself...why does she have to be SO pretty? Every single guy's 'dream girl'. The girl with the perfect body, pretty face, 'innocence'. simply the most gorgeous girl ive ever seen...I CANT STAND IT.
everything about her is just...perfect...and im not usually a person with jealousy issues... but you have to understand that when it comes to her, i know she is in every way better than me.
and it makes me so hurt inside when i see you laughing, and smiling with her. finding you associating with her makes my stomache tight, my heart drop, and my confidence level simmer to a halt. and then there are the things i 'hear'
and i know you dont know i know, but i do and that's the worst thing. AND THAT YOU LIED. that gets to me. why couldnt u tell me? were you affraid of the truth? i dont know anymore, but if i lose you to her it wont be a surprise.
i want to know that im the only one...that you dont and will never ever again have those feelings for her again. cuz there cannot be a you and me if she is standing in the middle of us. im sick of being taunted by other people.
i want the truth, but im too affraid of it.
so here i am.
but please dont confront me.
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