Breathe

IN

When feelings of emptiness and sadness become usual feelings. When feelings of heart ache and tears come at you more than they unusually do. When feelings of confusion and longing wont stop.

Lately, i dont know what to do. because the thought of losing you has crossed my mind more than it should. my heart feels empty like your not here with me. like you've let me go already. as if our time has arrived. like i mean less to you than i used to. i thought all my tears had been cried...that i was stronger than to cry. but truth is it hurts so bad to imagine myself without you. suddenly you dont need me. and suddenly i dont feel like we complete eachother. you comeplete me..but i dont complete you. i think of all my other broken relationships and think that could never be you and me. but i probably never saw me and those other guys being apart. and it puts reality in front of me... that i've been hurt before, and that things like that can happen to me. that my heart will and can be broken at any chance. I don't want to see you a month from now and pretend like there was nothing there between us. because i've never felt love like i have with you. i've never felt so real with someone. if there is one person i've grown with its been you. i;ve learned so much from being with you. living life with you. i want to go back to summer when i felt we were the strongest. when we were best friends and i felt i was put first before anything. that top of the world feeling i felt everyday. i hate to think im drifting..and i hate to think after me someone new will come. and as i swollow my words the tears in my eyes come. losing you will be it for me.


AND OUT