Overlooking

everything :/ i don't know why i feel this way, but i can't deny it. im scared of it..more than anything..

it feels like everything is right, but i still want something more...i want to know its for real. at this point i really don't know what i want. nothing seems satisfying. im not ready to move up and on yet cuz im still baring some old feelings. not sure if they really are here to stay. or if they are even still there...

don't get me wrong i am happy...i just tend to look for whats wrong in everything. and for some reason, i feel there is something horribly wrong with this...this isn't what i should be feeling : (