My Weekend

this weekend was disappointing. its funny how after something so little, you can see someone so differently. i told you people let me down, over and over again. when is it going to stop? probably never.

last night was actually really fun though. i love being with my loves Angela and Elaina. they make me so happy.

best encounter at the gas station! so we went to jacksons to get some drinks n kyle n ang got outta the car while me lonnie n yvonne stayed in and just..well..sat. haha. welll there was this guy who just decided to sit n smoke right in front of our car. it was really awkward cuz we couldn't like look straight and so we were just talking about him for like 3 minutes and eventually yvonne felt super awkward so she just put her head down and im like "he is totaly staring at you!!" and she's like "hah really?!" and im just going on forever about him and telling her his ever move and how he was like closing his eyes... prolly cuz he knew we were talking and laughing at him...and then yvonne realized the window was rolled down! we started laughing histaricly and hiding behind the seats...how embarrassing right?! so we're just giggling thinking wth we're idiots...and then ang and kyle finally come out and im just waiting for them to get in. kyle shuts his door and for some idiotic reason im like "kay cool i can talk now!" so im telling them the story..more like yelling.. and then we all realize angelas door is still open! then we drove off laughing feeling like complete losers :) muahaha i love those kind of moments

anyways..we just sat at angelas like usual. even though it seems boring i love doing it. alot. i don't think anyone can make me laugh has much as them. though, we had planned a super exciting eventful night with someone we usually dont hang out with, it ended up normal as hell. but its all good. not like i would have had the guts to do what i actually wanted to do. blahh ima loser.

it was a long night. angelas friend brought over her REALLY cute friend, whom looked completely like Chris brown! and we all just like drooled..massive. he was srsly to die for. DAMN! wish i coulda like talked to him er sumfin :]] hehe.

mm after kyle left we cheeled n talked..mostly about weird stuff..but thats what we do..bahaha. we didn't go to bed till like 4 or later and i got some sucky sleep. it was really cold. elaina would know a lil something a bout that :p haha...oh, and pretty weird dream..but i dont feel like sharing lolz

today was normal. cold, but pretty. and i felt freakin gross all day. didn't shower er anything. haha oh well...i felt like i looked like a disaster, but thats probably becuase i did...

im kind of at a loss of words. due to that that in a matter of one night...so much has changed. frankly, im kind of pissed. i wish i could...well, never mind.

so this guy? i dont really talk to him and i just wish he actually wanted to..well..get to know me or something! im so tired of waiting around wondering. ugh make this easier!! i just wish he would like me =[[ time shall tell? ehh prolly not.

i think im done for the night..school tomorrow =/ def. didn't do all my homework yet.