Unbelievable

no school...no worries :) im praying for another snow day. i'd probably die of happiness...there's nothing i want more than to miss some stupid tests...

today was so unbelievably good. i woke up early and felt so...fresh :)) i hung out with elaina, ang, jimmy and kyle. we watched a couple movies and then just chilled. it was one of the best days i've had for a while...but i'll keep the details to myself ;)

i have come to realize that im not one of those people who are afraid to get things done. that if i want something i'll probably just go for it because i used to be that person too scared because of the feeling of rejection. but i've become something so different than that. and i like it.

as of now, im feelin pretty anxious...not sure if my teachers are going to follow through with everything as planned..i really hope not. and i'm also feeling this thing called anticipation...as in i can't wait to see what happens. babyyy give me watchu got ;)

i was looking though an old journal i used to keep on my page..

"A good relationship means getting through hard times, fighting every once in a while, getting hurt a little along the way, and learning to love the persons flaws. to me, loving someone means wanting to be with that person every minute of your life. not being able to get them off your mind. putting your all into making them happy. never forgetting to let them know how much they mean to you. that's something he'll have to learn. he just doesn't get that its not going to be perfect ALL the time, but the best part is making up cuz then everything is so good. you have to get a hurt a couple times. love doesn't come easy. its something you have to work at, build up...nothing thats worth it ever comes easy. and sometimes it may feel like the only way of fixing things is giving up, but that just proves you're weak. love isn't for the faint of heart."

hmm :)

well my relaxation has ended..i gotta do my v&b hw! shit!