Wait, what?

Hold up just a second. I need some time to reflect. How come when you talk to me lately..i don't get the same butterfly's? Why is it that the excitement is no longer there? Show me again, cuz i forgot. Why did i like you, and when did it just stop...wait, did it? oh my god...maybe its just "one of those days" i don't even know. Why is it that when i look at you im not nervous? Why can i all of a sudden slip a smile to you...What happened to to that mess you made me...

I kind of think this feeling will pass. It's probably just some silly mood swing that will pass later tonight. Uhmm...yeah i'm kind of looking for someone to bring some excitement back in my life...for a while its been pretty dull...school isn't the most enjoyable thing and not much is motivating me. i need some inspiration

i miss writing poems. i still write them every now and then...but wayyy less than i used to. maybe i have a lack of things to say. oh, please who am i kidding..i have a million things to say :p blahh im so lazy.

I really want school to be out. I want summer ferr reaaal. i need sun! people were being very annoying today.."arent you cold?!" what the hell do you think! i was freakin wearing shorts. sorry it got irritating after a while. i really do miss summer clothes tho...and my tan...im so pale now =/

lately, i've had this thing for secrets...i have so many. its getting annoying. i just want everyone to get along...

the only thing i can really look forward to this year is getting my license. but that's not till probably august. i need to start driving! ughh it will make things ten times better, funner, and easier :]] but to those who get theirs b4 me...feel free to give me a ride sometime lolz

uh im out of anything interesting to say...this week is dragging on. this weekend shall be fun...and i will probably post tomorrow :)